Finals week

This week is finals week for Marcus, let me just tell you I can't wait for it to be over!!! I miss my husband!!  Not only is he not around much, when he is, he's not the same, crazy fun guy, I can just tell he's stressed and in the MOOD.  I still love him like crazy, but it's like I can't ask him to do anything but I know he needs to study and go to late night study reviews.  I just CAN'T WAIT for it to be over!!!   I guess this is a good Med school preview, but I just hate seeing him worried about it.  Just be happy!!  Thursday night will be a great night!!!  We'll have to go out to dinner and get ice cream to celebrate!! 
So last night while Marcus was studying, I went to take dinner to a family who just had their baby.  I loved it, for a couple of reasons, I always love hearing the story fresh so I get more of an idea of what to expect, but more then that, I love seeing that little 3 day old baby!! I'm GOING to have one of those!!!  AHHH I can't wait!!  I can't wait to hold my baby and love it more then anyone else can!! 
The Mom, my friend, said, I'm so small, sometimes I think oh that's good, but other times I think is that okay? I know it is, I feel the baby growing and I know I have a bigger belly then I used to but still it just makes me think, should I be different?? I KNOW everyone is different and I know it's okay but I think cause you just love your baby so much already you just want EVERYTHING to be normal and okay!! 
Marcus and I made a list of names on Sunday that we both really like!!  It was really exciting to think of what we're going to name him!!  Just one more thing to make it feel more real!! 
So I really really want to feel my baby move!! I know it's still pretty early but I have a friend that is pregnant right now and only 2 weeks ahead of me, and she feels hers all the time!!  I sit there all the time with my hand on my tummy hoping she'll move!!! 
I can't believe this time next week we'll get an ultra sound!!  I think we'll wait til Christmas eve to see what we're having and did it with our family!! it'll be hard to wait but so fun too!!  we'll see!! 
This week isn't much different from another, no more sickness really, just a little if I don't eat every 3 hours or so!!  I still have little craps here and there and my muscles still hurt at times but I'm getting used to it more now so that good! 
I still love Cold cereal and fruit!!  I crave grapes and oranges all the time!  I haven't craved much else really, except if I don't eat meat all day then I need some by 7 or 8!!!  I love my baby so much!!  I can't wait to hold and love him!!!