Thursday, October 24, 2013

35 weeks with Stella

Wow just 5 weeks to go!!! Overall I feel great every once in a while I feel real tired and achy but I think that's normal with the growing baby! I have started getting the nauseous feeling at night time but if I just go to bed usually it goes away! I don't feel prepared for Stella at all I have so much to do and things to finish but love just playing with Cavin and enjoying our time together! I've been thinking a lot about when she'll come and how she'll come and all the scenarios that could happen! Surprisingly I'm not too nervous I'm just excited! I think she's going to be a big baby but maybe I'll be wrong, I just don't remember feeling cavin this big!
Cavin has been getting excited for Stella and loves to kiss the my belly and put his head down and listen to her and be close to her every night he says good night to her!!
The doctor says everything is good stella is headdown And ready to go but no signs of coming anytime soon.  I think because Cavin was late I think she's going to be late and I hope she'll be early a little bit even just a few days!!  But I can't complain because I still feel really good, just big and heavy!

*update, I wrote this yesterday then this morning I woke up with a lot of cramps and didn't' feel good at all, my thought was Stella must be dropping, this is the time Cavin dropped and I thought I was going to have him early because he was so low and I ached a lot, so wasn't too worried.  I kept going and going playing and chasing Cavin but by 9 am I was in a lot of pain and knew I needed to lay down, so I gated Cavin in the basement with me and I laid down while he brought me toys and I tried to play with him and relax.   I just wasn't feeling better,  so I called Marcus and told him to come home as soon as he could and not go to work after school.  11 o clock hit and my fears where getting higher,  I was having contractions every 5 minutes,  they didn't get closer or stronger so just prayed and wait til marcus got home, as soon as he got home and took Cavin at 12 I was feeling a little better, still really crampy and achy but not like before, so we put cavin down and  i was feeling better so tried to clean up a little from the "letting Cavin go wild and I don't care"and one trip up the stairs and it was back.
I'm still 5 weeks out!  Im not ready for this little girl, well I'm ready for her but her stuff isn't ready!!
I'm back in bed laying down and drinking lots of water.  I don't feel good but don't feel like I'm in labor either so not sure what's going on!  hopefully a nap will do that trick!!  I need at least 2 more weeks!!

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