The past two days have been a new experience for me, A lot of people wrote on my facebook, "you'll be a great mom," or "it's great to be a mom." and things like that, well it started to hit me, I'm going to be a real mom!!!! wow that's pretty cool!
I feel so blessed that Heavenly Father would bless me with one of his son or daughter! Talk about an honor.
I have felt so much better this week, like a new person! I don't feel sick, smells hardly bother me anymore. I have felt a new energy that I haven't had in weeks, about 10 actually!! I started back working out every morning and I feel great!! I still have an achy back and neck but I don't think that's anything new with my job!! Last night I got some projects done instead of going straight to bed at 7!! I made it to 9:30!!! woot woot for me!!
Then this morning, I notice I really have a little baby belly!!! I love to hold it, I got excited I have a belly, the first time in my life, I'm excited to have a belly!!! I just love it, I keep saying this is my baby in here!! I sometimes think I can feel something and I just say I love you too baby!!
Marcus talks to the baby every night and morning!! he keeps telling the baby to not come out if it's a girl!! haha he's only joking though cause he'll love a little girl too!!
I realized I really really love this baby already and I haven't even seen him!!! I don't want anything for Christmas except stuff for the baby!! Such a weird feeling to always be thinking what's my baby doing today? can he hear me? is he happy in my belly? what will he be like? will he have any hair? will he be chubby like me?
I can't wait to be a mom, I know I won't be prefect but I've been dreaming of this day for only 24 plus years!!! I remember at 4 asking my mom if I can have my own baby!!! This all my dreams coming true! A great husband and a baby to make our family complete!!
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