Last night for Halloween we told Toni, Jeff, and Holly, if was fun to tell, it makes it more real. It's still not really real yet, but the whole way home, Marcus and I keep saying how crazy it is that we're having a baby!!! a REAL BABY is in my tummy. I don't think either of us planned on this but we're both super excited!! I always think what he'll look like and act like. I pray he'll be healthy and happy!!
We got some candy for the Bruce's with a note that said " Grandma and Grandpa, Happy Halloween, this is not Trick and hopefully a TREAT! Love JonJon" It took Toni a moment but then looked at me and said, "Are you Pregnant?" I laughed and said yes!!! We talked and talked about being sick and the excitement, we'll have a baby next summer!!! Next Halloween we'll have to dress our little baby up!!!!
I really want to be the parents that have a baby and it only adds to our life, not something that stops our life. I'm happy to leave our baby for the weekend so we can still go to California surfing, or SLC and stay in a hotel, or whatever we want. I want to take a baby to all Marcus' bike races and not be a lame mom that won't take my baby anywhere and say we can't do anything. Now money will be tight but I think if we're smart we can make it work, and do special things here and there.
One big worry for me, is Marcus, I want him to do what he wants and be truly happy. My dream is and always has been is to have a baby and be a mom, so for me that is coming true. Marcus wants to bike and go to medical school, I never want anything to get in the way of his dreams and goals. I'll do anything to make those happen!!! I know Marcus will love the baby too, but I know in the back of his head he's thinking oh man, if we have a baby, will I be able to bike? That's why I'm so so excited for his birthday present this year!!! only 23 more days!!
We plan to tell the rest of our family over Thanksgiving!! I'm excited!
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