22 weeks

Time is a funny thing!!  I feel like I'm going to have to wait a life time to meet this baby, but I think about my cute little nephew and how in 4 weeks he's so big and changing so much!!  I'm sure if I could watch this baby through a looking glass I wouldn't be able to believe the growing he's doing!!  I know he is growing and developing a lot I just don't see it!
This week I went from I think I feel him to wow he's moving and kicking a lot now!!!  I can't believe how much I love to feel him it's something you can't imagine til you feel your own baby move in your belly!!  I find I wake up in the morning with my hand on my belly a lot, I think I just naturally love to be close to him.
I'm gaining weight fast now and it scares me,  I know it's normal but the number are bigger then I've ever seen and it's scary to me!!  I just keep telling myself it's for a healthy happy baby!!
This past week I had a dream about our little guy!! he was sooo cute, born on a Thursday at 8 pm and we brought him home the next day!! So he was healthy!!  He had little blonde peach fuzz for hair and loved loved his dad,  in my dream Marcus just kept telling me to go rest and he'd hold the baby, he just wanted him all to himself!! It was super cute!!
I'm so excited to hold JaMarcus!!!  I can't wait to smell him!!  love love it!!!  18 more weeks!!!  crazy crazy!!