So I've always been so grateful to be pregnant and to have this baby, but today I just felt so blessed we started trying to have a baby a little early in fear that it might take a long time or the not even have kids at all. One of my greatest fears in life is that I wouldn't be able to have my own baby. I know we could adopt or now a days there are a lot of things to do, but I really just wanted to be be able to have kids with out problems. Today I just kept thinking this is it, this is all my dreams, a prince as my husband that I would do anything for because I love him so much and he loves me, and we're having a baby!! My pregnancy has been by the book, I couldn't ask for anything more!! I feel him move all the time, I love to talk to him and feel him move. At first I was a little shocked to have a baby so fast but now as we get closer and closer I just feel this is Heavenly Father's Plan I'm so happy and my life couldn't be any better. I feel so blessed and I feel so close to my Heavenly Father, I can't wait to hold my baby and read the Book of Mormon to him and listen to General Conference together. I can't wait to go for walks and spend my days with my family.
We got our stroller last night all put together and I couldn't be more excited!! I just start to think about life with my baby and I get sooo excited, I'm such it's just like anything, hard days and long nights with no sleep but I also know the Joy I feel is worth it all!!
Marcus is doing well in school, and works really hard to get good grades for our future. I'm so proud of him he is such a great husband! We went to the Gym last night and he was in a different part of the gym while I jogged and when he walked in and I saw him I just light up. He makes me so happy and makes me excited for our life together!!
We think we have a summer job for Marcus all lined up so that helps me not feel so stressed and worried about the future, I really have felt a peace the past couple days knowing things will work out!! Money is always so stressful for me, I worry a lot about everything but it always seems to work out just right!! I know Heavenly Father wants us to have this baby so I know he'll help us financially figure it out!
18 weeks to go!! woot woot!!!
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