Growing pains

The big news this week is Jamarcus is growing!!! He us growing so fast my tummy just aches I feel like I'm going to explode! My skin feels like it's going to tear right by my belly button, it gets really tight and hurts it's so tight. The sign I know he's getting big is this week his kicks are starting to hurt a little, I'm not abusing my baby but sometimes I push where he kicks and he kicks back even harder!! Wow baby give your momma a break!! My belly is starting to look and feel like a basketball. Last I was laying on my belly and it was he first time it really hurt so I guess no more of that! Sleeping is a chore and not relaxing anymore, sometimes I wake up and see Marcus sleeping like a baby and I want to wake him up cause it just doesn't seem right!! Jealously!! A week and a half and I'll be in the 3rd trimester! I'm kind of excited to hold my baby in my arms!! Being pregnant isn't bad and I do love parts of it but I'm starting to feel the weight. I think with the added fears of I'm going to be a mom for the rest of my life, is starting to set in! There are lots of parts I'm so excited and happy about but there is a fear of being a great mom and being a cool fun mom!! I want to be the best and that's a lot of pressure. I am really excited probably 95 excited and 5 a little nervous. Baby I love you!! 95 days til I meet you!