okay I'm 3, yes THREE days late, I want to start now or not start at all the anticipation is too much!! I keep thinking I was late last month too so don't get too excited.
Last night I had a dream about Anna's baby and it was one day old and I just couldn't stop holding him, he was so cute, and even in my dream I thought I want my own baby!!! Oh fun would it be to have two cousins only 8 months apart!! that was be fun, for them and also for us! I'm so excited for Anna though, I can tell she is really nervous but she'll do great! I have no doubt she'll be a great mom, she has what it takes!
So Last night I was feeling pretty sick, with a sore throat and just achy and I thought if this is what it's like to be pregnant I won't make it!! I hope I have an easy pregnancy when I do get pregnant. Marcus asked if I could be pregnant and I was like no. I really just don't want to get my hopes up too high, of course I wish I was and I hope if it's not this month, I hope it's soon!! but I'll just have to wait and see.
If I dont' start today, I'm taking a test in the MORNING!!! I get so nervous to take a test, not for it to say I'm pregnant but more for it to say I'm not. We'll see how to day pans out!! I'm praying this is the time!! I'm also praying if I'm not that I'll be patient, I'll just use Anna's baby as my play baby!! haha
Tonight we're off to Marcus mission reunion so that'll be fun. Then for a great Conference week-end my favorite!!!
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