Wow what a day, so this morning I woke up at 5 am and had to go to the bathroom, but I read that when taking a pregnancy test you should the first do it first thing in the morning. I thought should I or should I just wait a few more days??? well I took it, and I saw one red line, meaning not pregnant, then I cleaned up and was going to go back to bed and I looked again and two lines...... WHAT??? serious? NO it couldn't be, so I laid in bed about 20 minutes and got up and took another one, read again EXACTLY what I needed to do, well I didn't need to go the bathroom but I needed to squeeze something out, I got enough to test and I did it and walked away and come back after the minute time was up, YEP TWO LINES!!!! I guess I'm really pregnant, it's everything I want but doesn't seem real!! It's like the mission call, I was so excited but didn't seem real!!! Maybe when I get FAT it'll be more real!!
So next question, should I tell Marcus, when? how? so I thought this is OUR baby so I need to tell him. so I wrote a note on our white board. My plan was prefect, Marcus and I write notes to each other almost daily about how much we love each other, but this time I wrote, Marcus, I love you so much and you're the best husband and soon to be dad!! He walked into the kitchen and that was the first thing he read when he walked in, he looked at me and was like SERIOUS? like now? you have a baby in there? I just said yes for real!! we hugged and kissed and then we danced in the living room!! Marcus tried to hear the baby and clammed he did!!! haha he'll be the best dad!!! he's so funny!!
Today is general conference so we're watching conference, and Elder Anderson talked about starting a family and even told a story about a guy telling his wife they needed to wait to start their family til he was out of Medical school, (a thought marcus and I both talked about) Elder Anderson said, "where is your faith?" That is how I feel, I have no idea how we'll pay for a baby, but I know the Lord will help us! We have a idea of a way, but we'll just have to see. I love Marcus and I know we'll be a happy happy family!! I know some may say we've only been married 6 months but I just feel this is RIGHT for US!!
I don't know when we'll tell people or our family but I think we'll wait a little bit at least! Anna went to the hospital today because she's having a lot of contractions, so we'll enjoy her special time, I don't want to take that away from her. I'm soooooo excited for her!! She seem pretty nervous but I know she'll do great and the baby will be healthy!!! Wow what a day!! I'm just sooo excited!
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