I've lost my voice!!! For real, I can hardly talk!! funny, I guess I'll just type! Last night Marcus and I where in bed and Marcus said, you just seem happier. I don't know I said, I laid in bed thinking, am I happier? even though I'm nervous, I'm so happy, I've always been happy, but this just feels different, so this will sound crazy!! BUT when I was birth control, I got so crazy and when I got off I felt a lot better but still not 100% but now that I'm Pregnant I feel 110%. It's like being pregnant completes me, and my crazy hormones are under control. I hear with pregnancy that can change but at least for now I'm happy and feeling good!!!
I haven't felt any sickness or like throwing up, but I have felt super hungry then I eat and 5 bits later, I'm done!
I've been having a lot of cramps so that makes me kind of nervous but I'm also trying not to stress over it cause it says that makes it worse.
I made my first Dr. appointment for Oct 26th, I want to go in and make sure everything is good, before I tell anyone so I think if everything is good we'll tell everyone on Halloween! How fun! I remember when Anna went in for her first appointment it's so weird that now it's my turn! I couldn't be more excited!
The Nurse said I should rest and drink a lot of water, so I'll try and do that so I don't have early on problems, I really don't want to experience a miscarriage, I don't think I'd handle that well at all, I'm already in love with this baby, I know it can't hear yet but I talk to it, and ask him how he's doing!! we talk about how lucky he is, cause his dad is amazing and he'll love him!
What a fun adventure we're about to begin!
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