Wednesday, November 23, 2011

What's normal??

So pregnancy is kind of hard,  everyone is different and every baby is different.  I don't feel great, a killer head ache and stomach cramps, but is that just being pregnant?  Is something wrong, is my stress over something being wrong making it worse?  should I call the dr, will they think I'm stupid and everyone goes through this?  AHHHH!!?!?!!  I just want a healthy happy baby, but how do you know if what you're doing is right or wrong?  how do you know if what you feel is the same as EVERY OTHER pregnant lady.
I haven't gained weight yet and I'm almost 4 months pregnant in most cases I should be happy right? but I'm not I'm scared my baby isn't growing or something is wrong.....  I think this is just the start of Motherhood, always worrying, am I a good mom, is my baby happy?  I didn't think it started this early!!!  help me!!  I think I'm losing my mind!!! 
I don't want to go to the dr for two reason, one I don't want to hear something is wrong and two I don't want to hear nothing is wrong and I'm just a baby!!!  what to do. Be a man about it is all I can think of!!! haha

1 comment:

  1. You are SO normal! I freaked out about EVERYTHING! I would have weird pains that I wouldn't normally notice and be like, "Oh no! What's that? I think I need to lie down!" Lol And no, the worrying doesn't go away once the baby comes. It's just part of being a mommy. But it's so worth it.

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