Tuesday, April 24, 2012

35 weeks

35 weeks, can you believe it!!  I can't believe it, the closer and closer we get the more I just can't believe I'm really going to be a mom and have a baby!  I think I've been able to say yeah we're having a baby, but now it's a real thing, I'm going to have a baby, a little boy, a guy I can hold and I'm in charge of for the rest of my life!!  I've babysat a lot and been told feed him at this time, or sleep at this time, but now it's me, I'm the one to know his schedule and what he needs and wants!!  It's just really hitting me, I'm sooo excited but also a little nervous to have a baby.  Not that I don't think I can do, but just that wow feeling, of my whole life is about to change.  
I've been feeling pretty good, just feeling big and achy.  My hips must be moving cause they kind of achy.  The past two nights, I just feel sick, I feel like I  have the flu, cause I get achy and feel like I might throw up.  I think It's just how it goes.  After work and a long day, he seems lower and like he might fall out!!! Then in the morning I feel good and normal again!  
I just keep thinking he's only a couple more weeks away!  I'm excited to see the Dr. tomorrow, I love just hearing everything is good and his little heartbeat.  I would love for the Dr. to say any day now but I'm sure we still have a few weeks.  I can make it!  I keep telling myself I'm strong and healthy and my body is made to have this baby!!  I can do it!  

1 comment:

  1. I'm so excited that you are to your 35 week mark! That is so exciting. After this week you'll be pregnant longer than I have been....so you'll be the expert on pregnancy now!!

    It is a crazy feeling realizing that YOU are now in charge of the baby. You don't just ask the parents what should be done now....you're those parents who supposedly have all the answers!! I remember people kept asking me what I thought he needed....it took me awhile to figure out what he needed and what I thought about things. So don't expect you'll know everything right away...but you will feel attached to him in a way that noone else will know. You will start to sense what he needs.

    There are times that someone is holding Troy and he's crying and they ask me what I think he needs. Sometimes I feel like I need to hold him in my arms to get a better feeling of what he needs!! But you'll do great! You were sent here to earth designed to be a mother. You'll do great! Plus you have an awesome sister to help you with anything you need...night or day!!

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