I have been so happy and excited the past few days, I can't believe in less then 50 days we could have a baby!! I could have my first son!! I can't believe I'm weeks from being a mom!! I just look at my belly and think, he's coming out of there soon!!! It's getting so big, I know he's getting tight in there!
Last night, we went to visit a friend at the hospital who just had her baby boy! He was sooo cute and sweet! He was 7 and half lbs so just a good size, but still sooo tiny! I just held this one day old baby thinking, I'm going to have my very own soon!!! I seriously just wanted to jump up and down shouting with joy!! I just want to see him sooo bad, I want to count his little toes and kiss his soft cheeks!
As we talked a little I could tell the mom was so sore and extremely exhausted, I left the hospital with mixed feelings, totally excited but also a little scared, how will my labor go, what does it feel like? how long will it be? will everything go smooth or will there be complications? Will I be able to walk the next day or so sore, I just lay in bed?? Then after we bring him home?? that's a whole other set of questions! I know people keep saying everything will be great, but they don't know anything more then I do!! Yes my mom had pretty smooth deliveries but that doesn't mean I will!
I read a great quote though that said, Heavenly Father made our bodies to have babies, so we really are superwomen! I really think and feel everything will be okay and work out, but I think it's normal to have a little fear of the un-known! I keep telling myself it'll all be worth it to hold my baby in my arms!!
I'm so excited, I keep trying to think when he'll come and how it'll all happen!!?? in the night? at work? at home? when will I start having contractions? will I know this is the real deal when it starts? Will I be one of the moms who is sent home 3 times before the real event??
We have our first birthing class tomorrow!! I'm pretty excited! we'll see if I learn something new!!
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