Here's the story, I don't feel good, my throat hurts and I still can't talk. Monday night at 5 I went to the community health center, thinking I have these stomach cramps and they hurt, but I just wanted to make sure EVERYTHING was okay, I don't know maybe it was part fear of losing our baby, or maybe it really hurt. I don't go to the dr. usally but I felt I really needed to, this place is cheap so I thought it won't hurt to know everything is okay! well the Dr. didn't seem to think it was okay or even just cramps, he had me do a urine sample and YES I'm pregnant but he didn't get too excited about it. He told me I needed to go to the ER to get an ultrasound, I just saw $$$$$ I said are you sure, could it just wait and see? He said I could have a Pregnancy in my Tube which could kill me if untreated. WHAT??? Then I thought is the pain that bad? it's bad but I didn't feel like I coud die. What to do? No Health Insurance I knew a trip to the ER would be at least $1000. OH MAN I hate this, well Marcus told me I should go. We went and got blood work and an other urine test, and an ultrasound, here's the crazy part, they still don't know!!! They found 2 cysts on my LEFT Overy which isn't the painful side, they thought they could see the baby is the uterous and not in my Tube but then thought maybe there's two babies, one is the right spot and one in my tube....
Okay so I don't feel good, I feel pain in my right side, but could it just be cramping from a new baby? could it be a pulled muscle? Could it just go away? They want me to do more tests, and I don't know what to do, I feel stupid getting thousands of dollars in tests and drs to hear it's nothing...... or just cramps which can be normal for a first pregnancy. I keep also thinking, I'm sick, my throat is in bad shape, maybe I just feel yucky and achey cause I'm sick. Man I really wish i knew what to do??? I don't want to lose this baby, if I can help it. I also don't want to be sick anymore!!
I got a blessing from Marcus last night and truly know Heavenly Father will help me know what to do. I'm waiting to know!! Crazy day!
Sad to read this....sorry that you went through that. Wish I could've been there for you during that time. It is so scary to go through pregnancy - you just feel like everything is so fragile and you worry so much about this new little part of you. Every thing you feel you now worry about.
ReplyDeleteBut glad you got that blessing. Heavenly Father really cares about you and loves you. He wants to send his precious children to wonderful people like you and Marcus.