There are days that I just don't want to be pregnant anymore but then there are days like today, when I just think, I have this cute baby inside me! I just love him. I can't describe it, but he is already a piece of my life that no one or any thing can replace. I love when he moves and there are times I think what is he doing, cause I've never felt that before. I love that lately I can tell he is getting bigger, I tell he is losing his room in there. I talk to my belly, I know a little weird but like I said he's my baby, I already feel a connection with him, that I can't put into words. It's truly a Miracle that my body is just housing this little guy!! He's just becoming someone in my belly. He's not just a thing, he's my baby!! He has hands and feet, he'll be smart and loving. He's make us crazy someday, but he'll also bring us the greatest joy and I know we'll be so proud of him. I know he'll look up to his dad like I do. I know he'll cry for his dad when he leaves, like I want to sometimes, because we love him so much!
So even though pregnancy isn't as EASY as I thought it'd be and I get mad at my body for not handling it better. It's also the greatest miracle and blessing I could have ever asked for. A mother's love is different, I'm not even a mom really yet, but I worry about him and I worry I'm doing everything right so he'll be okay and healthy. I worry if I do too much he'll come too early. I worry if I don't feel him move, all because I love him sooo much I would do anything for him!
It's just like Marcus, I love him so much I would do anything for him for him to be happy. I'll even name our baby Wee baby Seamus if that's what he really wanted because I just love him sooo much!! he is my rock with I'm just feeling lost.
I love you baby!! I love you Marcus!!! two people I couldn't live without!! I love my belly cause it's my baby!!!
you are so cute!! it getting closer :)
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