Pregnancy is a hard and funny thing

So I've been not feeling great, so of course I get excited thinking oh he must be coming soon, and then nothing....  Pregnancy is hard because I think well I don't feel good but at least it's for something good, but then it's not!  I'm just sooo excited to hold my baby and love him, I just feel done being pregnant!  It's an amazing thing and seriously a miracle but it just gets to a point of being pretty unconformable and super anxious for a baby to join our family!!  I know I need to be tough and be more patient but it's sooo hard!!
My birthday is this Saturday and really I have pretty much totally forgot about it but I can't think about anything but my little boy!!  that would be the greatest birthday present, my baby!
At the Dr. yesterday he said he can't get any lower, his head is about to come!  I'm progressing just nothing too fast.  I do have 3 weeks left, but I got in my head he's coming early so now I'm just ready for him!!
I'm ready to be done being pregnant!  I have to say I'm super lucky because I have been sleeping pretty good. I only wake up 2 times a night lately and go right back to sleep!  I may just be completely and totally exhausted though!!  :)  Another hard thing is  I'm just ready to be done working, like I always say, I love my job and super blessed to have it but I'm just ready to be a stay at home mom with my sweat baby!!
This morning Marcus made me laugh so hard and just being himself, I really love him.  I got so excited for our baby to really meet his dad, cause I know they'll be best friends!  I have already gained a strong bond with our little guy and Marcus is excited but it's not like what a mom feels and I can't wait for him to love and hold him too!!  I love how excited Marcus is now, he talks to him and try to ask him when he's coming.  Marcus told me yesterday he'll give him any food he wants and won't make him eat healthy like I will!!  I know I'll be eating my healthy oatmeal or breakfast and feeding my two boys sugar cereal and doughnuts!!!  Crazy boys!  But the truth is I love Marcus so much I think we'll be lucky if our little guy is just like him!